The weekend

Yes, it was a typical weekday. Driver ako ng momi ko. I went to my weekly beauty session. Mukha nanamang naagnas ang face ko because I am undergoing skin peeling, at as usual, updates with my friends. Sabi nga nila, i have been present much since December.

Well hopefully, you dont get tired of my presence.

So, I got an unexpected call to one of my friends, my mommy (marami akong mommy-friends) came in from Canada a few days ago. And yes, despite of my fresh from derma face and the A(H1N1) scare, i went right to where she is, unfortunately, in holy trinity.
Sabi nga ni rosch, it may be for the wrong reason, but I am more than glad that she is here. She never changed, i hugged her super tight since I havent seen her for years. I used to be with her everyday, kahit hanggang pag-uwi, I am one of the dakilang tambays sa bahay niya, and I have missed this familiar hug talaga. I am sure you know how it is, when one of your closest friends return from a semi-alienation mode, super super happy.

So, friday, dahil hindi ako nakapagaral ng thursday because of this news, I had to lock myself for awhile sa room ko, and hit the books. Though I was very jealous, that I did not get to chika with may and mia, who also came the day after the breaking news.

Saturday, I have to admit, I have been looking forward to see a movie all week, I went frustrated when I wasnt able to watch angels and demons with my favorite gay friend. Theo and I went to a little off road trip to Gateway, wherein which we were toured by one of my good friends, thanks to him, hindi naman kami nawala sa araneta center. And so, I went to meet my good friend for a movie, funny, it was like reminiscing our good ol glorietta-greenbelt days back 3 years ago. We did miss makati, mukha nga, since we stayed until the mall closed.

So, sa lahat ng araw ng weekend na to ay kasama ko si gail. (Gail, sawa na ko sau. ahhaha!) Kahit may ibang kasama, anjan pa din sha. (haha, ikaw na ang bagong EPAL, nde na si rosch haha)

Yesterday was again mommy's day. It was lucky for me to know na wala palang kaming telecoms as I was planning to attend mommy's grandpops internment. Fun nman, unlike the rest of the week na puro few hours lang kami ni gail magkasama, which is bitin, this time we spent the whole day together. It was more than okay, we know we were there for mommy, and ang saya pala nung feeling na ganun, na alam mo na, one of your friends, who feels really bad, but pag nakita ka niya, she'll put a smile on her face, and would always thank you for being there.

Kaya sha semi-awesome for me. It feels so good to make other people happy. Imagine, nung sat, I was with a friend whose dad just died a week ago, medjo kailangan niya ng good time, so andun ako, and mommy, who also lost a loved one, kailangan niya ng family, so I was also there, to be her family.

Wala lang. Ang saya to make other people smile by just being there. =)

And nga pla, katext ko ulit si its complicated kgbe, that made the weekend even better. =P

Wrong!

Yesterday, I received a message from a familiar name who i usually confide on back months ago. I sorta confide to him since he seems to be familiar with the scenario, and yes, literally he somehow knew both sides of the story. For long, I put most of the people on my list on permanent offline mode until I got a-ok again, and so I shifted again to my regular online stat and thus receiving this message.

S: Hello.

I stared long to this message. Yes it is all behind me now, but ow, his name makes me chill. Think edce, think. After I replied to a message I have been waiting for in my cellfone, and after few minutes of talking to Theo on the phone, I finally decided to reply.

E: hello din.
B: Kamusta na?
E: Ok naman. I was speaking kasi to a friend over the phone.
B: Naks, lovelife.

Eto na. Back months ago, this is the question he always asks me that I try to shove off.

B: May boyfriend ka na?

Bingo. Ayoko ng question na to e. Its not that I dont want to talk about it, its more of I dont want to tackle much of it with him.

E: Malapit na.

Hello. Kahit hindi pa talaga since I dont want him asking anymore questions on why, where, when or how, i rather answer this with a white lie.

B: Anong number mong bago?

Patay. I wasnt able to anticipate this. Again, back months ago, I decided not to send to some people my new number. Iwas gulo. Tahimik ang buhay. And he was one of them. But then, sige na nga, just in case I'll need him in the future.

E: 09151863515

Lech.
Anyway, so he still texted me last night, which I never did reply. Sana makaramdam naman sha no. Dati pa to e. Way before pa. He knows naman, but being makulit as he is, I hope ngayon mafeel niya na hindi ko sha feel kausap. Sorry. hehe. Scary.

Its complicated

My weekend was a blast, o yes. But this weekend bore some complications as well, that kept me thinking.. too much.

First, I received a forwarded message from someone who I sorta had a crush on. I must admit, of course, may kilig factor. And hindi pa dun nagstop. I received another forwarded message, this time it was a joke, which is actually a pick-up line that boys use to flirt with girls. On the second message, I replied.
"Kamusta?"
Thus, he instantly replied.
"Ok naman. Ikaw?"

After a few messages, he asked if he can go to bed because he drank some meds that can make him drowsy. And then, the next day, I received another forwarded message, and this time, I let it pass.

Wondering why I let this pass?

Its complicated. Really. Really.
Promise, this would be much complicated than the last one.
Basta. Hahaha. =P

EDCE ALLANIGUE temporarily disconnected from the world.

I had lots of mishaps this week and so from this day on, until I am fully healed, I will be temporarily disconnected from any of my accounts. The only thing I will be checking on from this point on is my email, of course.

Today, I broke a promise to myself never to shed another tear. And yet, tonight, I should once again some of it. So, in order for me to go through this smoothly, I decided to temporarily disconnect myself to the world until I am well and good. You'll know it anyways, as soon as I get online you'll know I am done. Gaad, until I can still read and see some stuff, I would not be fully healed.

SOOoo.. there, for anything, you guys can always text me at 09151863515. I will be sending you my sun number, (for sun people) as soon as I get my phone on monday. Including my ym will be off so just either email me, or text me. For those who havent added me on ym, its tootsie_edce@yahoo.com.

I really need this, man. I dont want another chowking-santana session coming, or a starbucks session. Hopefully after this, I'll be a new person.

See you.

On marriage and whatnots

Yesterday, I went malling with my bro and mom in our usual spot. (guess where? ahahha, if you know me much you'll get it. hahah) Since apparently, this mall is on sale, but we didnt get much, I almost forgot to buy a wedding present for one of my long lost girlfriends back in college. Its her wedding on the 9th, and much to my surprise, I did not know it was pretty hard to get one of your girlfriends a wedding present.

I first looked at the bridal registry and find it somehow weird that they werent there, but before I cashed out the gift I finally saw there name on the other board which I did not look on. (hahah) Going back, I say its hard to find a wedding present for your girlfriend since I somehow find it hard to believe that she's getting married, yes, we are 25, but its still weird.. everything seems like it was only yesterday.

FYI, she is my first girlfriend to be married, and the next thing I'll know, I'll be buying gifts for her daughter or son, a year from now. Though we havent talked for quite a while now, its hard to part ways with a good friend, though I know she'll always be there, but the fact that on girly night outs and on christmas parties, she wont always be present. I am happy for her, but I think its just weird because she's the first. { =) }

And so, hey! if anyone of my favorite girls is getting married so, just tell me way ahead, ok? I'll need some adjustment period. ahhaha!

Why, o why? hahha

Sometimes, no matter how we try to forgive and forget what happened in the past, it seems to haunt and taunt us once in awhile.

Some of you have read previous posts of my horrific past. I may say horrific because never am I going to look that way again. Its pathetic, miserable and damaging, that not in anyway can i describe or measure how much it has been for me.

And one day it was all over and I have to move on.

I definitely I have finally moved on. Though once in awhile i do remember how "ouch" it was, but one thing that often reminds me of that fateful event, is a strange ID adds me up in YM. If you have added me up in ym, and somehow, you are using another name other than yours, I probably have ignored you. As most of you know, couple of months ago, someone posted my personal effects over friendster, the worst thing of that is, the post seems to be a person offering a sexual service. O no, I am far from being that kind of girl, or the girl who posted such. The grammar was bad, my surname was misspelled and the primary photo isnt even me.

Moving on, I still hate that very time and swear that whoever did that shall burn in hell, will have sore warts all over her body and shall never be successful in his/her life, and will be a freakin taong grasa.
OK, so this is how much I hate the person who did this. Because its cowardly, idiotic, barbaric and it can only be done by someone really damn stupid.

Well, for those who ask why my status over YM is such, this is the reason. And i swear to God, failure, hurt and evil shall come to those who dare hurt me. Especially those who did try to murder my reputation. I dare to conclude, you werent really successful. I'm still a highly classy law student, and you are still a pathetic poor little thing.

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